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YEAH UM HI. [Sep. 1st, 2005|10:39 am]
Okay so my name is like classified. Or there are just too many. And I haven't had friends since like the second grade, not going to bother going into detail about my loserness. Hello.
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My horse is high [Jul. 3rd, 2005|12:38 am]
[mood |boredbored]
[music |Fiend - Orgy]

I wanted to post something somewhere where no one would ever see it. Then it came to me in an epiphany on the toilet. LOSERDROME! No one ever goes there! So without further ado, something no one should ever have to be put through . . . Some pointless rantings and ravings.

Everything is over rated except the things that arnt. No one ever tells you how cool it is to have a seizure or how absolutely rad it is to blow your load in under ten seconds with some hotty that has the clap. Instead we get the usual boring bullshit.

Friendship is so important and needed, it makes me feel great to have someone to talk too. My job sucks but look at this car I have, isnt it cool?

Lets appreciate the things that go by unappreciated. That pile of dog feces that you stepped in earlier, that prick mother fucker who gave you that strange stare or rude comment, or even the fact that you might have just cut yourself a little too deeply and are now worrying about having to goto the hospital.

I didnt step in shit today nor was I the victim of a strange stare or comment and I didnt even cut myself to the point of worrying about hospitalization. But when and if those things happen I will try to appreciate them because they too are experiences with just as much importance as any of the things we commonly hold so dear.

Embrace the crap life throws at you and thrive on it. We are only as well as we want to be. Can you tell Ive had some experience with A.A. and N.A.? Can you tell that I wasnt there for me and have since fucked my brain over with the amount of drugs Ive taken? Can you tell how much time I have on my hands?
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Adopt-A-Best-Friend [Jun. 28th, 2005|07:48 pm]

Hello everyone,

I'd like to disclaim a thing or two before I proceed-- I do not intend this to be 'spam' or whatever. And if you're going to convince yourself that it is-- then you can go crap your pants.

Anyhow, I've created a nice little Yahoo Group called Adopt-A-Best-Friend,

The basic premise of the group is that we're all best friends!!! That is not to say that we all knew eachother before joining; when you join, you are thereby the best friend of everyone in the group. Sound special? You bet it is.

I just thought at that least someone in this group would perhaps/possibly/maybe like to join, or at least go and see what it's like?
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(no subject) [Jun. 10th, 2005|12:27 am]
[mood |chipperchipper]


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Losers are generally less confident right? But is it by choice? [May. 24th, 2005|07:07 pm]
[mood |okayokay]
[music |What a Day Day - Fog]

Self esteem and confidence, when exactly did mine vanish and is there a way to rebuild and repair? I can see in myself a very scared person, to the extreme of fearing eye contact and the game of who looks away first. I always lose that little game and it foreshadows everything to come. I can never be the person that imposes his whims and expects others to follow. Im more or less a follower in design and have lost the ability to be spontaneous. But is there something Im missing? If these things were lost, that would imply that they can be found. So where do I begin? How do I start this search?

I always come back to a certain idea though, its comforting. Everyone, every person has this same affliction that causes self examination and punishment. Most are not as extreme but the idea is this, maybe it should be. Maybe believing yourself to be god isnt such a good thing. Thats a bit too much but the idea holds, people tend to think so high of themselves that they can use and abuse others for thier own benefit.

Do I really want to become that again, do I really want self esteem and confidence to make a return? Why am I better than the person next to me? That is what confidence and a strong self esteem facilitate is it not?

I believe myself to be no better than any other man and no man better than me. Am I simply ignorant of a simple truth? Does someones financial worth determine thier worth as a person in the grand scheme of things? It certainly does afford them bonuses in life, but is it anything more than that? Simple bonuses that in no way matter . . . is that what Im to strive for and then proclaim myself better for after achieving?

I dunno what Im posting this for or what kind of replies Ill get . . . if any. But, Im bored.
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(no subject) [May. 5th, 2005|06:41 pm]
this community is for losers! ... i guess i'll fit right in ... anyone want a PBR? ...
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(no subject) [May. 2nd, 2005|06:11 pm]

hey you posted in my community to join here, so I did.

I fucking suck.

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(no subject) [May. 1st, 2005|10:00 pm]

Well, this is our little community for us and our fellow losers, loners, outcasts, dregs of society, drunkards etc. etc.

If you want to join feel free. It would be helpful if you gave a short introduction in the comments section of this post, giving a brief description of yourself and your pathetic circumstances! Don't make a whole new post to introduce yourself, we want to keep this as a sort of "Introduce Yourself" thread.

The only membership criteria are that you must be a bit of a loser, schmuck, unpopular putz or similar. Social butterflies need not apply!

My own introduction will be posted below in a few minutes.
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